tears drop on my lappy

I was crying all the time without knowing

what

why

when

how

who

whose

whom

and all the `wh` quest ..

its hurt for me crying all night and worst part is without any reason

maybe i know its about something but which one ?

i`m not a good explain-er and its hard for others to understand me

and hard for me too to make others know what i want

its just so hard for me , and hurt too

this kind of things can cause me to commit a suicide

but naaa , i wont laa

i`m not gila sangat to do that

hha , sengal sengal

fyi , i love my friends and the everyone who loved me

but do they ? in what way i would know ..

grrr , nonsense je pe aku ckap ny

nga ta betul , crying crying and just crying

i wish i could have a perfect life that i want

but i know its a fairy tale like us to create in my day dreams

damn , i wish it comes true

need a cup of a cake

       with love ; i love you !

       and i wish could have it

       A.S.A.P.

       it really calm me and

       it will make me

       happy and smiling :)